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Monday, March 12, 2007

Jesus Painting



Oh the Jesus Painter. Now here is a man after my own post-modern, emergent heart. God made us in His image and His image is that of a creator. I have stated over and over again about the inborn desire in the human being to create things. Here is a man who has turned his creativity into praise.

It is my experience that when we turn our joys and our talents into praise (lifted up to glorify the Lord) we find true pleasure and we live life richly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8M4_IlbaZHA

The other amazing part of this video are the comments. I am touched by the comments that go something like, "WOW! I am truly touched by this video. PRAISE THE LORD!" I am saddened by the responses that are very negative, "God is dead! Religion is a crutch for fool!" but most of all I am really frightened by the anger of those Christians who answer back with judgement. "YOU WON'T BE SAYING THAT STUFF BURNING IN HELL!!!"

Jesus loves those lost sheep. He wants us to love them and reach out to them with a gentle touch with a message of understanding. If we should at them with a bullhorn that they are going to hell we might find that on judgement day God is a bit upset that we let them slip through our fingers with our angry faces and our damning them to hell.

Go paint big Jesus pictures. Reach out. Save the stone throwing for someone else.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

...Under the Trash

I have been nosing around the book of Ecclesiastes this Advent season. I have found a seeker, a man roaming through the world searching for the true meaning of life. I see a wise man exploring wealth, fame and all manners of earthly pursuits. In the end, what does he find? He finds that all things are empty without a relationship with God. All things under the sun are trivial without find what's above the sun.

It was a brief second in the Popmart set. It was a tiny moment with enormous meaning. It was a throwaway gesture in which the whole Popmart thesis is understood. Perhaps it was even the whole point of the U2 dissertation of the nineties. The band was cranking up the volume in "Mofo" when Bono came to the line "Looking for the baby Jesus under the trash." As he sang those words, he gestured his arm to the biggest TV screen in the world, that huge golden arch and the mighty lemon. It was almost just a shrug, but the illumination it threw out was as bright as every spotlight, special effect, or image Willie Williams was flashing up from the light desk. All of this paraphernalia the band had around it night after night for most of the nineties was trash. What was more important was underneath it all. The use of Baby Jesus could mean the genesis of this thought is in the commercialization of Christmas, when Jesus, the real meaning of the season, is lost beneath wrapping paper, tinsel, stuffing, and Santa Claus. But it is a picture of a general loss of meaning or hope or truth. As we glance across the horizon of the loudest and brightest culture in the history of humankind, is there any chance we might find in the midst of all the shallowness something deeper, something more precious, something more lasting? Is Jesus lost? Or can He be retrieved from the garbage?
p. 119
Steve Stockman
Walk On: The Spiritual Journey of U2




In the work of U2 we see the same seeking. We see the same yearning to find spiritual meaning in the world. The postmodern world is one filled with a choir of voices... none of which pause in honor of the others. It’s a mass overload of sensory overload. It’s easy to be lost… but this bewildering landscape of shopping malls, pop-up adds and sound bites also brings us to the same truth that the seeker in the book of Ecclesiastes finds… The promises of this world are hallow.


Again, it was the searching for Jesus under the trash. "Mofo," which kicked off the show, begins with that statement of intending to look for something to save hi soul and fill the God-shaped hole. The seeking will be done in a barren desert place... There are still no comfortable refuges in the life of this Dublin boy, but the search continues. The compass points have not changed even though he may be in the wilderness in some kind of Old Testament wandering. It is still that God-shaped hole that captures the thinking of his heart, soul, and mind.
p. 121
Steve Stockman
Walk On: The Spiritual Journey of U2


Modernism, logic, reason, invention, political truth, and rationalism all leave you empty in the chilling emotional desert of this world. We find real life, real peace, in the spiritual. Thank god, that God is a intimate god, that reaches down into this world and becomes personal. He hasn’t stopped calling out to you, even though you are lost in the barrage of holiday chaos. He is as present as ever, in the midst of the hustle and bustle, drawing you towards His truth and His light.

Merry Christmas… Make it a personal one. Do not forget the reason for the season.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Move

Emergent Church:



The emerging or emergent church movement is a 21st century Christian movement seeking to engage people, especially the unchurched, living in postmodern or postcolonial cultures. Proponents call the movement an emerging "conversation" to emphasize its developing and decentralized nature. A common characteristic is the concept of missional living where Christians are sent out into the world to be a blessing wherever they are. Narrative presentations of faith and the Bible as well as the use of multimedia, the Internet and blogs are popular with this predominantly younger generation of Christians. An emphasis on dialogue allows for a generous openness to a plurality of biblical interpretation with an avoidance of a dogmatic approach to theology found in historical Christianity.

Wikipedia

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Change

I have an interesting vantage point. I work with the first real youth of this historical age. I see the millennial generation, and the world on the great swing blade of change as Modernism fades into memory and Postmodernism takes hold. This is the generation that will see their lives change in so many radical ways. The very way they live will be forever altered. Religion is no different. It will change too.

This is not new. The Bible has changed through the years. Scriptures were once recorded on scrolls. These holy documents were kept in temples and read and interpreted. We see Jesus many times reading from the Bible in this format.

The Bible as we know it wasn't compiled until a few centuries after Jesus' death and resurrection. The church took the holy writings, both Jewish and Christian, and developed a canon. They determined what was in and what was out. This wasn't a cut and dried thing. Different books came and left the Bible for a thousand years before the current standard was set.

This collective process has caused controversy through the years. What standards were used was often called into question. The very format of the Bible being bound into a large, hand-printed book was a radical shift from scrolls. It made the Word of God much more portable and much easier to spread. Jews kept their scrolls locked away. These new Christians wanted to spread their new bound books far and wide. That was CHANGE!!!

The next major shift came around 1500 when Guttenberg’s printing press made bibles much easier to obtain and much cheaper. The rise of literacy rates also raised demand for bibles printed in native languages. This was a major factor in the Reformation that forever altered the look of the church and they way people worshipped.

In the 1900s we saw renewed interest in the study of historical text and the creation of dozens and dozens of translations. The logic minded rational scholars of the Bible wanted to find the most accurate version they could. This created all sorts of change and conflict. There are KJ only people and NIV people and those who think the Message isn't a Bible at all. Some people believe in magic Bible Codes and others that the NRS stands for New Revised Slander. All these things came and went as the cycle of change occurred.

Change is still going on today. In the postmodern age, the Bible has gone digital. I use bible gateway more than a paper bible. Some would see this as a bad thing. It is just the Scriptures adapting with the times. But the Bible is still the Bible no matter what packaging it comes in. The Truth that it holds for our lives is still true no matter if its rolled in a tube, kept in a book or downloaded onto your PC. God is big, his arms wide, wide enough to wrap around any historical age. Those who doubt the Lord's authority in this age are limiting God's power... and that is a very silly thing to do. God is in control.

Some people fight change. Most often they are political ideologues, hard-line fundamentalists, lovers of the status quo, or people who prosper financially from the old way. Change is scary. It is a treat. But change is what keeps the church alive. Over and over again, through out the ages, movements have come that reformed the way the Church looks and works and serves the people.

I love the Church. I want to see it grow and flourish and meet the needs of the millennial generation. To do this its going to have to change. It will never lose its roots in the truth that Jesus Christ sets us free from sin by His death on the Cross. But how it is organized and how it functions will change just as it did in Luther's day and so many other times. Postmodernism wont go away even will we pretend like it isn't there or that the people who embrace it are bad guys.

And what about those people who are served well by the traditional church? Of course I wish those people the best. I pray that they may find what they need and be content. May they eat and drink there and get their fill. But for those seekers, those which I feel so drawn to, for them I will continue to investigate the Church that is emerging in this new century. And in this age of endless possibilities, let us lay down our conflicts with each other and move forward for the Kingdom. I love Jesus Christ and work every day for the cause of spreading His Gospel. I love the Church and will watch as it continues its march through time.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Life in postmodernity

I went to college at the University of Iowa in the middle and late 1990s. I studied painting and drawing and the new emerging field of digital media. My work was abstract and my subject matter was a barrage of pop images that my media-saturated brain had collected as I grew up a child of America. Sesame Street, Nintendo, Fog and Toad, Scoobie Doo, Captain Crunch, Kool-Aid Man, Super Mario Brothers, Lord of the Rings books, Star Wars, Gummie Bears and Smurfs all went into the blender of my imagination and came back out as wild, abstract things.

A focus of our studies in the BFA program was postmodern studies. Postmodernism is a cultural shift that has (and is) occuring in a world radically changed by the proliferation of new technology. As a group of young artists, a lot of our study was centered on defining how art would exist in the next era.

Just as industrialization informed Modernism, so would digitalization inform postmodernism. The computer, the Internet, flash video, mass communication, blogging, and global community are the dawning reality. Art will (it must) adapt to exist in this new world.

We made many conclusions. Some were starry-eyed and foolish, some where way out of left field, but some hit the nail right on the head. Art is changing in this new age. Just look at TV trends and YouTube and you can see this is true. There is nothing wrong with the old way, if it suits your needs that great. But know that the world is changing and that change is natural and it is inevitable.

The emergent church is the equivalent of that discussion group seeking to redefine art for the new age. Church too is changing. It always does. The church of the feudal age with its central power structure and big stone buildings changed. It didn’t look a thing like the church of the Reformation. The church of the last two hundred years was reformed by modernity and its pursuit of logic and reason. And this incarnation of the Body the Christ is also changing. It's having new life breathed into it by a new generation of pilgrims that are coming to the well and they are oh so thirsty.

More on change tomorrow.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Switch

For years I was a regular at one church. I went years never missing a Sunday. I was a member, my kids were baptized there and I was an active volunteer. I held positions on a committee or two. I helped haul fabric down flights of stairs for the lady's quilting ministry. I shared space with the same group and always tried my best to cooperate and return the space to its original condition. Once a year my group of wily teens would help carry dozens and dozens of those quilts up the stairs and loaded them up into vehicles so that they could go to needy people who had no blanket. Once I was even on a Call Committee that selected a new pastor. I co-wrote a description of that church that stated all the many parts that contributed to the whole and made it an extraordinary place to worship. I was a proud member of that church. I volunteered and helped the other branches of ministry as much as I could.

I have heard a call to duty that has given my life new meaning and purpose. The Lord God has laid it on my heart to work with youth. I have poured my entire being into the cause. I read Paul’s words and know what its like to be poured out like on the ground like an offering, a sacrifice. This isn’t a job or a hobby. It’s my passion. I see other people whose hearts pound for the arts, or competitive athletics or success at other endeavors. The very passion they feel for that activity is the way I feel about reaching youth. This attitude has made kids open up to me. They come to me with problems, real life problems. We talk them out, we cry, we sometimes shout. We are always real to each other and always look to Jesus for the answers. When kids are upset they seek me out.

I have a bag in my closet of little scrap pieces of paper from my years in youth ministry. They contain little comments from the kids I have ministered to through the years. When I am down, when I am really, really down, I get them out and start reading them. That is when I remember truly why I walk this road. This is all about them… and giving them what they need.


But despite all the hard work and the blessings the Lord poured out upon our little youth movement, a time came when we weren’t needed anymore. Oh, we felt the winds of change for a while, but then the conflict came and the warm nest where our ministry was firmly planted was overturned and it was no longer a place where we could work.

When that church and I finally had a parting of the ways, my loyalties were never in doubt. I have pledged my heart and my soul to Jesus Christ. He is not the property of a single church. I have promised my life to the service of the cause of reaching youth for the glory of His precious and holy name. That can happen in many places under many different appearances. I just had to move to more fertile ground and start throwing seeds again.

A few days ago I looked at the differences between my bible and the Bible. Just as my bible can be replaced… so can my church. If my bible is damaged and no longer serves me well, I will seek out a new one. If the opportunity arises to purchase a better bible, then without tear or sweat on my brow I will do so. It is the same with my choice of churches. I can live without that church but I cannot live without fellowship and communion with believers.

Luckily I surround myself with passionate believers, most far wiser and stronger in faith then myself. They keep me focused on the Lord. Many times Joel has to shake me and say, “Don’t get wrapped up in these earthly games, brother. Our work is for the Kingdom!” Chris, the quiet monk of the group, he always shows me the way with his constant study, daily prayer, consistent conversation with the Living Lord. Cody shows me God’s sense of humor and reminds me that the Christian life is about living life to the fullest. He keeps me focused on the Gospel, that Jesus died to set us free from the chains of the old ways. Just eating pizza and throwing the Frisbee with Haner is a holy experience. The ladies in my life keep me honest, Amanda keeps me organized and in check, the guys keep me doing powerhops. Calla keeps me searching for forgiveness. And always, always there is the Holy Spirit that keeps me learning and breathing. At the moment these folks are my church. We love each other and prop each other up and in time we will unite back in a big stone building on a hill. But for now we are just a band of believers focused on Jesus and the work of His Church.

His Church IS as mighty as an army with all its banners. She marches through time feeding the poor, reaching the lost and caring for the down-and-out. I will be focused on that task. I will look for every way I can to be the Light in this world. There is a lot of work to do… it’s time to go to Church.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Screwtape

I love irony. My favorite painting is the Rene Magritte Dada masterpiece This is Not a Pipe, an inconspicuous little realistic rendering of a common, brown tobacco pipe. 'Why isn't it a pipe,' you ask? Because it is merely a picture of a pipe. You can't smoke tobacco with it, which is a pipe's primary function. So the little painting succeeds in looking like a pipe, but fails miserably at working like one.


It's like when Wily Coyote paints that tunnel on the cliff face. That isn't a tunnel. It looks like one, but when you bear down at a full sprint and slam into it, the reality presents itself that it's solid rock.

C. S. Lewis does something very similar with his 1942 Christian fiction masterpiece, The Screwtape Letters. He presents a story about a devil named Screwtape, who is advising his nephew, junior tempter Wormwood, on the best tricks of the trade, how to pull people away from their faith and covert their victims (sleekly called 'patients' by the author) to the 'Father below.' Lewis uses an interesting literary tool. The story takes the form of a series of letters from the 'affectionate uncle' Screwtape, advising Wormwood on methods of securing the damnation of the patient, undermining faith and promoting sin, interspersed with observations on human nature and Christian doctrine. We do not see Wormwood's letters to Screwtape, but the contents can be inferred from Screw tape’s replies. We follow the success and failures of the junior tempter has his earthly subject goes through many phases of mortal life.

This book, at first glance, appears to be a whimsical look at faith from the perspective of the devil. But upon further inspection, it becomes a slyly crafted criticism of Christian life in the modern era.

Wikipedia states the following about the work:

The irony of the tale is that Wormwood's blundering efforts are utterly unable to prevent the soul's salvation, while Screwtape seems incapable of comprehending or acknowledging true human virtue when he sees it.

After the first letter, the Patient converts to Christianity, and Wormwood is given a severe rebuking and threatened with the "usual penalties" at the House of Correction for Incompetent Tempters. Wormwood's task is now to undermine the patient's faith as well as to tempt him to explicit sins which may result in his ultimate damnation. Screwtape explicitly tells Wormwood that the gentle, sliding slope of habitual small sins is better than any grandiose sin (presumably murder, rape, sexual immorality, etc.) for the devils' purposes in terms of damning a patient. Screwtape also notes that conventional churchgoing is so boring that the Patient will soon tire of it.

Lewis' use of this 'correspondence' is both varied and hard-hitting. With his usual unexpected mix of lenient and hard-line theology, Lewis covers areas as diverse as sex, love, pride, gluttony, and war. He depicts intellectuals as largely under Satan's influence, especially in regards to the "Historical Point of View."


Early in the book, Uncle Screwtape admonishes his nephew for allowing his patient to convert to Christianity. It is then that Lewis weaves his finest review of Christian society as he (or more accurately as Screwtape) sees it. He shows the current idea of church in the same way Magritte presents the pipe in his painting. This is not the Church. The Church is the massive, embodiment of Jesus Christ that lives and breaths and stretches through time and is constantly evolving and changing and growing. It works towards the inevitable future when the Kingdom comes.

Screwtape writes:

One of our great allies at present is the Church itself. Do not misunderstand me. I do not mean the Church as we see her spread out through all time and space and rooted in eternity, terrible as an army with banners. That, I confess, is a spectacle which makes our boldest tempters uneasy.

But fortunately it is quite invisible to these humans. All your patient sees is the half-finished, sham Gothic erection on the new building estate. When he goes inside, he sees the local grocer with rather an oily expression on his face bustling up to offer him one shiny little book containing a liturgy whidh neither of them understands, and one shabby little book containing corrupt texts of a number of religious lyrics, mostly bad, and in very small print.

When he gets to his pew and looks round him he sees just that selection of his neighbors whom he has hitherto avoided. You want to lean pretty heavily on those neighbors. Make his mind flit to and fro between an expression like 'the body of Christ' and the actual faces in the next pew. It matters very little, of course, what kind of people that next pew really contains. You may know one of them to be a great warrior on the Enemy's side. No matter. Your patient, thanks to Our Father Below, is a fool. Provide that any of those neighbors sing out of tune, or have boots that squeak, or double chins, or odd clothes, the patient will quite easily believe that their religion must therefore be somehow ridiculous.


A church can be a good and wonderful place, a place where the warmth and love of Jesus Christ stretches out and pulls people in. A church can be a place of comfort, healing, refuge and shelter. But too often church becomes a freeze frame, a fragment plucked from the stream of continuum of the Gospel, the All-powerful redemptive movement of Christ Jesus, started on the Cross and finished on the Day of Judgment. People become more focused on whom to let in or out of the doors of church and never let Church into them. They are about the business of maintaining a church and never get to the business of maintaining the Church.

A church can be magnificent. Unfortunately, often times we find it in a slumber, locked in a short-sighted malaise of its own importance and own business and it misses the amazing miracle that exists all around. Jesus Christ is big and awesome and everywhere. Revival is in the air!!! (stay tuned)

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Bible

I have a bible. I like it. It's a split text NIV/MSG with a big blue hardcover. It has a cool green bible carrier with many pcokets stuffed with highlighters and sticky notes. It serves my needs oh so well. I like my bible. But I could live without it. If I lost it my life would go on. I would simply go out and get another bible.

But the Bible, Holy Scriptures, that's a different story. God's revealed Words for me to live by, the Bible, that I cannot live without. I love the Bible. I study it, chew on it, pray it, sing it, meditate on it.

The Bible is like my heartbeat. It guides my life.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Church and church

A lot of the confusion regarding my beliefs comes from a simple misunderstanding. I love Church. I have never once said that a post-modern revival should or could ever take place outside of Church. I have real hope in the Emergent Church that is growing in this country. But notice, Emergent doesn't mean anything without Church attached to the end.

Please note a subtle but important difference in the following statement. We as believers should never confuse the church with the Church.

I will explain this further tomorrow.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Church

For the next week or so I will address a subject that means a lot to me. Some have charged me as being anti-church. Nothing can be further from the truth. I love church with every fiber of my being. Perhaps I do have a slightly different view of what Church is, can, and should be. I will take a long look at these things and try to present them here in a way that will let everyone, my supporters, friends, fellow emergents and my detractors alike, know where I stand.

About a month ago I gave up my cable television. I did this to increase my time writing music, to spend more time with my internal dialog and to focus more on reading. Literature was a passion of mine back in high school and college, but somewhere along the line I discovered Sportscenter on ESPN. Every since that smorgasbord of candy for my short attention span, my reading habits declined. But with cable gone, I have dove back into reading. I have devoured works by all the major PEEW leaders and recently a book about U2. Each book I read quoted the same source over and over again, The Screwtape Letters by C. S. Lewis. I decided it was high time to read this book by one of my favorite authors as a youth and when my friends bought it for me for my birthday I decided that God was aligning everything in order.



And yes, The Screwtape Letters is my current reading selection and is informing my current topic of 'The Church.' I will reference it frequently as well as those works that have drawn inspiration from it. It's an interesting experience to discover the music you listened to for years was so heavily inspired by such an amazing work of fiction. I hope you all take the time to read this book.

Ultimately this blog isn't about me. It's about Jesus Christ. I hope to point to Jesus, His mission and His ministry. He was God on earth. We are just warming His seat until He gets back from His extended vacation.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

A Tantalizingly Wonder-filled Coral Reef

"Dunlap's Art is to Art as a Coral Reef is to Architecture"
--Mark Paul Petrick

I find it interesting that I am thinking of him so much these days. I moved into a new house over the summer. As part of the moving process, I pulled all of my old abstract paintings from storage and relocated them to my new address. Perhaps this is the root of this emerging memory of a professor I hadn't given much thought to recently. But perhaps it has more to do with what I have been reading of late. I see a connection between Dunlap's theory of art, called Art Exhibitionism by Petrick, and the book Praise Habit by David Crowder.

Be glad, good people! Fly to GOD! Good-hearted people, make praise your habit.

--Psalm 64:10 MSG remix

The crux of Crowder's book is that praise is something we are, not something we do. If you are stuck in the old paradigm that praise consists only of singing a couple mediocre songs on Sunday morning, you are missing the point. David Crowder, the leader of his own postmodern/experiemental/emergent worship band/experience opens the reader up to a new way of thinking about praise. It is a new perspective, a lifestyle, not an event. Crowder, using techniques of Sacred Reading (lectio divina) reflects on psalms, writing new parables, poems and short tales about how they effect him. He explains how to develop a habit of praise in your everyday life. A praise habit is not just possible; it’s essential. Its the very reason we were created. We must strive to live in constant awe of God and watch what He does next.

I feel this connection between my artistic nature and my growing pursuit of a praise habit. I see the process of art making more and more intergrated with the idea of worship.

Art Exhibitionism: David Dunlap is a cultivator of relationships, a planter of conceptual seeds, a harvester of images, and a packager of the fruits of his obsessive creative labors in exhibitions that seem to accrete into place like a tantalizingly wonder-filled coral reef.

Doesn't that description sound like what we want here in our little emerging church movement? Don't we want to be cultivating relationships? I want to plant conceptual seeds, and oh, the harvest! Oh the fruits of our creative labor. And ever I aspire for my worship to grow into a tantalizingly wonder-filled coral reef.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

The value of the church

WOW! Today I was really reminded of the value of corporate worship. Church today was so alive. It was so real. The choir sang a haunting anceint hym. The message was so gospel-centered and really spoke to me. It was a challenge to BE YOUR FAITH! Pastor told us to get on the playing field and work for Jesus, telling others of His Good News and His saving grace. It was a powerful experience and was truly edifying.

Too often I am the one teaching and I don't get the change to be filled up. I look for moments to really fill the tank, then focus on others. But today in church, I got a chance to hear what the Lord wanted me to hear. And it was awesome. Pastor sang "In Christ Alone." It is my favorite song that he does. It was followed by communion... and at EHLC I am always moved by Christ's gift in the eucharist. But today I came away from the alter with Scritpure on my lips. 2 Samuel 7 , David's prayer.

I returned to the balony and flipped a pew bible open to that location and read it. I began to weep freely. Why me? Why has He poured His favor on me? It is the question I return to often. So I prayerfully returned to the Confession in our bulletin and there in the balcony read back over the words quietly, just between me and God. This time through they held so much more meaning. I confessed to God that I am nothing without Him... that without His life altering grace I am lost on a angry sea.

Everything came together, the choir, the musicians, the pastor's sermon, his singing, the bread and the wine. Isn't that what corporate worship is supposed to be? Sharing His truth as one body, sharing our time and our talents to the Glory of Jesus?

I love my church. I am so thankful that we cling to the Word, the Truth, the ancient wisedom- and also that we confess boldly that Christ is King.

So as I ponder this entire notion of Postmodern Worship and praise habit, I must remember that our diet of praise must be a rich one. We must feed our soul with a variety of communion experiences. Corporate worship is one type of meal, quiet time is another. Contemplation is richly edifying as well as rocking out in the mosh pit at a Crowder concert. I do want to see my time with God as every moment of my life, and church is my time with like-minded fellow believers all focusing on God at the same moment.

Friday, February 03, 2006

An aura of worship

Back in college, I had an amazing painting professor named David Dunlap. He was a character. David didn’t really ‘paint’ or ‘draw’ per say… but he was the quintessential artist. He preached a message that art isn’t a product. It is creative human beings interacting with the world. In fact, art becomes an aura of creativity that surrounds the artist. It moves about him throughout the day and the artifacts of this creative process, drawings, paintings and sculpture are left behind. These things, while often highly valued by society, are actually secondary to the act of expressive living. I loved David Dunlap and wove his lessons into my being.

I will never forget his ‘lessons’. He would roll into painting class, late, and stand behind me silently looking at my most recent painting for a few minutes. Finally he would speak in his deep, mellow voice, “Oh… painter, painter!” He’d smile, pat me on the shoulder and then walk away. That would be his instruction for the week. To this day, I have absolutely no idea what that meant. But it encouraged me to continue to try new things to get my inner voice out to the public.

More and more, I am beginning to see worship in the same way that David Dunlap viewed art. It shouldn’t be a program at church. It isn’t merely the sum of the hymns, choruses and responsive readings that we go through every Sunday. In fact, it shouldn’t even be anything that we go to do. It’s something more—something wonderfully sublime. Worship should be… and must be an aura about us as we expressively live in communion with God. It’s Isaiah 45:23, every knee bowing, every tongue shouting. It must become woven into us, becoming more instinctive than breathing. It is the believer interacting with the world in the artwork called life.

I want a living, breathing faith; an expressive faith- a growing faith. I want the artifacts of my worship to enrich the world.

God, lead me to worship you more deeply and more ardently and may my worship become integrated with every aspect of my life. AMEN.

Jedidiah

This past Christmas break, Chad Jacobsen, Calla Johnson and I created a three day discipleship camp.

We met each day at one o’clock at Chad’s grandparents’ old farm house. Our sessions began with some bible study and prayer. Then we headed out for a day of service. We returned each night to make dinner followed by worship in the basement.

The first day we drove to Des Moines and volunteered at Hope Ministries. Some of us helped prepare a meal at the shelter for battered women and their kids while others of us sorted clothing at a processing center for their thrift store.

Day two we volunteered at the Girls and Boys Club in Adair. This was a great time of fun and fellowship with these school-aged kids.

Day three we had a fun day of bowling before we made homemade pizza, an intensive bible study/worship/prayer meeting and a late night New Years Eve party.

Thoughts:

At first I was a little disappointed with the turn out. But God put the right number of people in our group each day. We were so blessed to have Ashley Danner and T-Rob, two college kids back to help. They are the best- strong Christians and good hearts. It was great to see the bond that Ashley and Kiah have. They were close during wrestling last year and that connection was rekindled.

Isn’t this what the EC is all about? We had no building, no titles, no boundaries. We had the bible, our love of Christ and our willingness to share His love with each other and the world. This model of discipleship is what I long for. No longer do the stage and pageantry of the big mega-churches impress me. I want a small circle of believers that will hold hands, pray, sing, laugh, read, share, serve, love—and cling to Christ.

Lord- may the emerging church flourish. AMEN.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

PEEW??

So what is PEEW you ask? It stands for Postmodern/Experiemental/Emergent Worship.... Its the renewing of the body of Christ through a wide range of new expressive ways to commune with God. There is a good online paper about this by Matthew Campbell. You can check it out at the link below.

http://www.cpinternet.com/~robbfc/pwarchive/html/PEEW_paper.htm