Psalm 77

I emailed one of the strong motherly figures in my life, one that I haven't spoken to in about a year, since I moved back to God's country. She was so kind and so supportive. She offered me a Bible verse to read and I am going to post it here for you all to read too. Perhaps one of my readers will be in a place where the words give them comfort as well.

Perhaps the words will inform my inner voice, which has been rather quiet of late. I am writing music again, and while I have some cool licks and melodies, words of praise and worship aren't readily dripping from my tongue. I think deep inside I am waiting for something, some kind of catalyst to trigger the opening of some hidden door, then the words will flow again.

So I read and reflect on the words of Psalm 77. May they calm the storm in me and perhaps inspire my inner Bollman to sing again new songs of His love, healing and mercy.

Psalm 77

For the director of music. For Jeduthun. Of Asaph. A psalm.

1 I cried out to God for help;
I cried out to God to hear me.

2 When I was in distress, I sought the Lord;
at night I stretched out untiring hands
and my soul refused to be comforted.

3 I remembered you, O God, and I groaned;
I mused, and my spirit grew faint.
Selah

4 You kept my eyes from closing;
I was too troubled to speak.

5 I thought about the former days,
the years of long ago;

6 I remembered my songs in the night.
My heart mused and my spirit inquired:

7 "Will the Lord reject forever?
Will he never show his favor again?

8 Has his unfailing love vanished forever?
Has his promise failed for all time?

9 Has God forgotten to be merciful?
Has he in anger withheld his compassion?"
Selah

10 Then I thought, "To this I will appeal:
the years of the right hand of the Most High."

11 I will remember the deeds of the LORD;
yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago.

12 I will meditate on all your works
and consider all your mighty deeds.

13 Your ways, O God, are holy.
What god is so great as our God?

14 You are the God who performs miracles;
you display your power among the peoples.

15 With your mighty arm you redeemed your people,
the descendants of Jacob and Joseph.
Selah

16 The waters saw you, O God,
the waters saw you and writhed;
the very depths were convulsed.

17 The clouds poured down water,
the skies resounded with thunder;
your arrows flashed back and forth.

18 Your thunder was heard in the whirlwind,
your lightning lit up the world;
the earth trembled and quaked.

19 Your path led through the sea,
your way through the mighty waters,
though your footprints were not seen.

20 You led your people like a flock
by the hand of Moses and Aaron.